This came at the end of a text several days ago. What unbelievable words! There's nothing more that could be added to that. It sums everything up. Yet they stick in me like a knife. What beautiful words. Yet words I will never be able to benefit from or respond to in kind.
I am so scared of the future. How can I do this? How can I make it? The separation will continue. She will grow farther and farther from me. I know what will happen in the future. I don't know how long it will take or how quickly it will progress, or exactly the depth of events, but it will happen. I have no doubts, none whatsoever. My only hope is that I can somehow learn to be glad for her happiness. It will always hurt, but I have to find a way to do it for her. The ONLY thing that matters is her happiness.
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