I now have no one I can talk to. No one to confide in. No one to share my feelings and pain with. Wasn't so difficult when you didn't know that person actually existed. Now, though.............
The loneliness has returned. Wow! I remember some of the feelings of loneliness and despair when I was a kid, and even sometimes in college. I felt all alone in the world, even rejected by my own parents at times. Keeping as busy as I could was the only way to survive. Never slow down, never let your mind sit idle. I will have to use that now, as I have for years. Silence will kill me. No wonder I've never been able to relax. No wonder I've always needed constant noise and stimulation, even when I sleep.
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