The final, flickering candle finally was blown out inside me. I have killed the person who was my mirror, my love and my best friend........................my one final hope for sanity and happiness,..........................for overcoming fear.......................and for finding peace.
I am not empty, because I am full of pain. I am not numb, because I feel HER pain. I am not lifeless......................because I am overcome with the terror of what lies in my future for the rest of my life. I am living the nightmare that will never end. There is no way out for me. I have ruined lives and broken hearts, including my own. Please my Love, I ask for your forgiveness. GN. Bye.
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